Nagbabalik Na Nakalipas.

Hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko ma-ispleka. Tinablan ako ng sinabi ni chumz na kahit hindi pa kami im already cheating on him. Haha! Mahal ko ung ngayon, as in talagang talaga. Pero andyan na naman ang nakalipas ko. Kumakaway sakin at sinasabing "halika dito." Naliligalig na naman ako, kakainis. Pero kung papipiliin ako, yung ngayon parin dahil walang kasigurahan ang nakalipas ko. Andiyan siya dahil wala na sila, naalala niya akong bigla. Ayoko ng isugal ang matagal ng natalo. Masasayang lang ulit. Maganda ang ngayon, kahit walang tugon masaya pa rin ako. Masaya kasi siya. Masaya kaming dalawa bilang magkaibigan. Makikipagkita ako sa nakalipas dahil sa pinagsamahan naming dalawa. Isa siya sa bumubuo ng kung ano ako ngayon kaya hindi ko siya basta basta matatalikuran. Ikakadena ko na ang puso ko para hindi na kailan man pa malito, maguluhan, at mahibang. Seselyuhan ko pa para laging maalala ng puso ko na masaya na ako sa piling ng ngayon.

i spanked somebody's ass @ 11:55 PM


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Almost A Month.

As requested im here to update on things. First im proud to announce that im no longer part of the kud0s.org sub domain instead i bought my own domain. It was really my class, ofmulti that made me do it. We are required to buy a domain for our web class series. By the way the url is bratatat.com and its still under construction. We need to make our personal site for ofmulti but we need to do it step by step in short with i need my teacher's approval on the theme. My subjects for this term are kinda cool and hard at the same time. I think it would be hell all the time. As for my love life... haha its doing fine. By the way rein texted me this morning, asking if im available friday next week. But i told him i still need to check on my schedule. Harhar we're going to meet after 1 year and hes going to buy me one cold mocha frap. cant wait!

i spanked somebody's ass @ 10:26 PM


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Cool.

Last night was very funny and wobbly. I pm-ed him just to say hi and ask about how he's doing... But he shocked me by saying that they already broke up! 3 weeks ago. Harhar.. i dont want to be a hypocrite.. when he said that, my heart skipped a beat. As the saying goes... first love never dies. He still has a special spot in my heart. But past is past... i have my present with my cuddly wuddly teddy bear. I think we're both happy with our lives now.. last night was the "catching up" episode between the two of us. A lot of things happened since the last time we checked on each other's lives. It was a nice feeling. He even remembered his debt to me! haha! for sure we'll end up in starbucks one day and talk till the sun goes down.

No more hard feelings. "after all that we've been through, i know we're cool" this line has a lot of impact. Not all people end up being friends. The good thing is we're not one of them.

I heart my teddy bear.

i spanked somebody's ass @ 12:35 AM


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So Sad.

Hahahaha. My site sucks! i haven't checked it for awhile so i was schocked to see that the layout is not working properly. But i dont care cause i need to finish school work first before i concentrate on fixing this whole thing. And i'll be leaving blogger anyway so why waste my time on this.

My host granted my request and became a considerate person... harhar! he extended the deadline from Sept. 1 to Sept 10 cause he has not yet started on his new layout. haha!

i spanked somebody's ass @ 10:41 PM


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I'm so hooked in photography and i think i have a future in that field. In my Fotogra class, we need to make 2 sets of photos for our final portfolio. I already did the first one, which is the abstract in nature. And the second is portrait... and my model is none other than Robbie.

Last Friday, we did the photo shoot at Chumz' condo using their camera. I had a lot of problems dealing with the cam cause its automatic. The cam turns abnormal whenever i turn the aperture so to make it work i just used f22. In using a very small aperture and have a very very low lighting condition, the photos ended up being under exposed. And the other film ended up being unused. So Sad. It was so depressing because i spent 300php for nothing.

On Monday, we're going to reshoot and we're doing it inside the school just to be sure and so that i can use the manual FM3 cam which im comfortable with.

Can't wait to take pictures again.. i love photography!

i spanked somebody's ass @ 1:31 AM


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